Lighting

once again i am going to blog about lighting due to the fact that last night was sooo scary cause of all the lighting!! the major lighting started when i was at gymnastics practice at my church...and we all were hoping the lighting would stop and just the rain would keep up. we all hoped wrong. i am so scared of lighting...like to the max so having to drive home in that was no fun whatsoever!! I think i prayed like 50 times before i finally got home!! having the sky light up while driving might be cool to some people but not me!! once i got home i ran inside and started eating dinner!! then like five mins after getting home, my sisters tv was hit but lighting. i think my sister had like a heart attack when that happened cause it scared her like crazy!! the lighting finally stopped like at 11:30, thats when i went to bed cause i cant sleep without my tv on(i hate the silence) and i was too scared to turn on my new tv with my sisters just got hit so i waited til everything stopped then pasted out!! what a crazy night it was indeed!!

If i could party all night and sleep day and throw all of my problems away, my life would be easy, my life would be easy!!

ok so basically my weekend was amazing!! friday night, after going to my old highschool football game, i drove up with milly with my friend and her new boyfriend. i havent seen my friend in forever so it was nice to hang with her at the football game and see all my old friends from school. after the game we drove to milly to meet up with another one of our friends. she goes to GMC and she has an apartment so we chilled there all weekend long. That was my first time in milly, kinda, i went there for a band camp one time at GCSU but that doesnt count, i didnt get the chance to drive around milly so hanging there for a weekend with two of my close friends from highschool was pretty much freakin amazing!! Course we went out and partyed all night and just to clear things up, my title is a song from the black eye peas, its called "party all the time" and that was our theme song for the weekend cause it pretty much was true!! and plus i got to watch my first college football game, we watched UGA beat USC!! so all in all i had an amazing weekend and i cant wait to do it again!! and party even more!!

Questions answered

My greatest challenge with this writing assignment was just the writing period. Coming up with the topic wasnt that hard for me cause my mind thinks of the weirdest things ever so coming up with topics is never really that hard for me. Writing the essay was the hardest part cause i am so scared that i am not the best writer ever so i dont do well on the writing part. i scare myself into having a lot of errors in my paper. The editing, as the everyone and the teacher could tell, was rough. Without all the editing errors i believe my paper would be really good and that i would be a great writer but i just cant get pasted the editing!!

When i got to read other people's blogs i gained ideas on how to improve my own. When i read the blogs that i enjoyed to, i saw how they wrote them and how into the writing they were and i tired to copy that into my writing after i started editing. The more emotional blogs were better, or more enjoyable to read so i tried to make my essay more enjoyed instead of a boring paper to read. Commenting on other people's essays makes me really pay attention to everything in the paper. So the next time i write a paper i remember the editing problems the people had and i try to not make the same. i learn from other people. i enjoy learning from other people!!

rainy day

the rain is just so relaxing to me. I have never met someone who loved the rain just like me. To play or dance in the rain just gives me an overall happiness and just excites very bone in my body. to feel the rain against me is so refreshing. My dream kiss is even in the rain. This morning i woke up to the rain and i was so excited but once i heard the lighting and hearing the thunder shortly after i wasnt happy anymore. I am so scared of thunder and lighting, always have been and always will be. Its weird that with one one you can love and hate it at the same time. I love it when it rains but 80% of the time with rain comes thunder and lighting which i hate!! I do wish it would rain today when i start walking to my car, that way i can have a reason to dance in it!! i have that really long walk!! I do hate driving in the rain though!! i just like to dance, play, and one day kiss in the rain!! and sleep!! a rainy night(without thundering and lighting) just puts me to sleep!!

confusion

why do people we dont like like us but the people we like never like us...every once blue moon people get lucky...i lucky...and actually have someone who i like like me. it just confuses me how the world works sometimes. there is someone at my work, he is cute, a BIG partier but i can handle that, and believe it or not sometimes he has a sweet side, not to mention the biggest, perfect smile ever!! but he wont make a move cause im the "boss's daughter" and people are scared that if they make me mad they will lose their job. honestly...i love being the boss's daughter but i still like to be treated like just another worker there by the other workers!! they are scared to talk to me or hang out cause that makes them think they might lose their job!! it stinks!! i just dont no what to do sometimes, i wish they would see that even though i am the boss's daugther and that wont change that im still a normal person here to work!! and to be told that is the only reason why they wont make a move stinks ever more!! life really does confuse me sometimes!!